How do you stay friends with someone that has always meant 
more than that to you?

I hate you 

i miss you

i love you

I hate when your favorite song plays on pandora.
I hate not being able to watch my favorite movies and shows
without thinking of you.
I hate how close I hold your promises to my heart
I hate how Im never to busy to miss you
hate your mixed feelings.

I miss the way things used to be.
I miss the feelings we shared
I miss the way your cologne would penetrate my car
and my shirts when we hugged.
I miss your smile.
I miss your hands.
I miss your voice
crave what we used to have.

Im not even sure if its love though

but i am very found of the idea of you.

I want to write about how heartbroken and homesick i am

how six months ago i was a happier person

how things changed so fast 

i want to write about how much i want revenge

I want to mail my anger and sadness to a place no one goes.

I hate writing essays i just really want to write about my feelings.

Respect your uniqueness and drop comparison. Relax into your being.

Osho (via lazyyogi)

releasings:

hobbitdragon:

ddollley:

I just made the most inhuman noise

WHEN IT REALIZES THE PERSON IS STILL THERE AND GOES BACK TO BEING ‘DEAD’

oh my god
pollysthings:

Hannah Murray as Cassie in God Help The Girl