How do you stay friends with someone that has always meant
more than that to you?
I hate you
i miss you
i love you
I hate when your favorite song plays on pandora.
I hate not being able to watch my favorite movies and shows
without thinking of you.
I hate how close I hold your promises to my heart
I hate how Im never to busy to miss you
I hate your mixed feelings.
I miss the way things used to be.
I miss the feelings we shared
I miss the way your cologne would penetrate my car
and my shirts when we hugged.
I miss your smile.
I miss your hands.
I miss your voice
I crave what we used to have.
Im not even sure if its love though
but i am very found of the idea of you.